SAW-like Gospel Fragment

Hello, Cinabru. Welcome to your rebirth. If you are listening to this, that means that the confrontation you so long dreamed of... is finally unfolding. You might know me. I am God. Your only God. Maybe you've heard of me. Maybe you don't know me, but I know you. I've been watching you closely, for many years now.

You've always wanted more than I wanted to let you have. You were always defeated in your efforts, yet you came back for more. I always made you lose what you wanted the most, yet somehow you survived. And kept standing. Not anymore, Cinabru, for I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End, the Creator of Existence. I am a jealous God, and I want everything for myself. Including everything you ever held dear. Remember how you lost them a short time after loving them ? Remember ? How could you forget ? Remember how I shattered everything when you thought nothing could go wrong ? After all, Death is a surprise party.

I want to play a game. A game you will not like but I will surely enjoy. Up until now, you have spent your life trying to make something that mattered, despite the odds and my opposition. This was your test. Your game. I was testing you. I took you in. You were among my Chosen ones, my subjects, my heroes. You wanted more. Much more. The cure for death itself. The answer is immortality. By creating a legacy, by living a life worth remembering, you become immortal. You wanted to leave something behind, and chose the most ambitious and delicate of all. Those who don't appreciate life do not deserve life.But you appreciated it too much. You wanted too much. You failed me.

I couldn't let you have it. Not without a twist. Can you imagine what it feels like to have someone sit you down and tell you that you're dying? Can you imagine someone taking away what you desired the most, what you sacrificed for, what you spent your whole life building ? How much of you will you shed to stay alive? How much of you is still alive now ? You see, the knowledge of death... changes everything. If I were to tell you the exact date and time of your death... it would shatter everything. So is an unknown answer that changes your universe. If I told you what you really want to know now, you would crumble to the ground and hate me, or rise to me and adore me. I cannot do that.

But I am a generous God, and I offer you the chance to play the game. Your aim in this game is to find out the answer you long for. The rules are simple : all you have to do is talk to me, listen to me, you must love me. Love me more than everything else, you must love the pain, despair and suffering I give you, you must enjoy the defeats that are given to you, you must accept what I prepared for you. Now we will see if you are willing to look inward rather than outward to give up the one thing you rely on in order to go on living. Or you could fight me and carry on. You might win, you might lose. Or you can rebell against me, hate me and damn yourself, lose all, but keep your head high.

Now, you have the power to sentence your soul straight to Hell. Or, you could forgive. Can you find it in you to do that, to free yourself by sacrificing another ? Could you give yourself for another you love so dear ? In my eternal wisdom, I decided to give you one last chance. So I put everything in place. You may begin. Or is it already Game Over ?


You think it's over just because you think I am dead. It's not over. The games have just begun.

Welcome to your final test. Live or die, Cinabru. Make your choice.